It (you) brings up all the ways in which a person can promise to mean something, promise that they mean something, promise that you mean something, and still completely let you down, and still completely let you go. That’s what it is. How even the true with men who want to be true with you can’t be true. Tonight over Skype, reading my Tarot cards, JH says, “When a man is scared, the whole world suffers, not just women.” Then: “He is terrified of the way you make him feel.” The whole world suffers. I suffer.

Crossposted with Love Dog.